I would to hate you
But I still love you too much
I could just leave you alone
No smell, no picture, no more memory
Yes, I also know that you are sorry
To serve me so mercilessly
but you too are a slave to cowardice
Why do I have to lose you so shabbily in the end?

and I hope your conscience is not a pillow, 

and all of this ultimately makes sense 

No, I won't break hurts, 

go everything in two?

all these days have been deceived 

have disappointed me profoundly, 

it hurts